When my biochemistry is balanced, life just works. There's no huffing and puffing involved, no stomping and grumping - I just get on with what needs to be done. I have a feeling that this is radiance or flow - I just love the days I can write 'bright-eyed and bushy-tailed' in my journal.
Take today for example. I have decided that getting a part-time job would be a good idea. So, I've already applied for two jobs today and will apply for another two later on. No whining involved, no 'but I only want a job on MY terms' - I just applied. If I get an interview then I can sort out the logistics then. No worries. And I have this real sense of knowing that everything will turn out precisely as it should - it's almost as though I've had a 'oh no!' bypass!
This was only possible because I started doing the food. The food changed everything. From grump to 'can-do', from bingeing to three meals a day. It's a miracle, really. Thank you, Kathleen DesMaisons!!
Well thats just amazing. To approach life from this point of view feels different to me. Not fearing the what if, and putting an immense amount of energy into coping strategies. I hope some day to experience this transformation as well.
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